The Last Biscuit

31 December 2012,4:15 pm

In the beautiful evening
I was talking with my brother
And we eat together
Suddenly,he come to the house by his dad motorcycle and he directly go to my mum room
I was just looking to him

"Grandma,can you give me some money?"
My mum asking
"Money?What you want to buy?"
Then he replied
"I want to buy something.I want go to the shop."

Quickly my mum give him RM20 for him.
He take it slowly.
Then he go out from that room and sit with us.
I was eating biscuit with my brother after i have some lunch that i skipped.
He take the jar of biscuit from my hand while i still eating

"Hey!I still not done wit it yet little boy!"
He just laughing and smiling while he take the jar of biscuit from my hand
I give up so i let him take that biscuit
We eating together and laughing together while im listening to my brother story
I dont know why but in that moment
I just cant help myself staring on his face
His face look innocent while he eating the biscuit
Its make me remember his childhood past
He was so cute
I dont know why his childhood look suddenly appear in front of my eyes
Then after he done with his biscuit
He stand up and holding my shoulder before he leave

Im still sit on the chair and remind back my childhood time with him
When he was a kid he always ask me to carry him on my back
So i do it and carry him on my back
When he grow up become a tough teenage guy
He used to carry me on his back
When he was a kid too he like to throw my slipper on the roof of my house
If he crying and angry to me
Seriously
Sometimes he kinda annoying too
Im the one who have to be patience with him
But i still love him so much
I will worry if anything happend to him
Although sometimes he used to playing around of me

6:30 PM

My first sister,Sis Pidah come to my house
Me,my brother,Bro Awang,Sis Pidah and my second sister Bibi stay together at the dining table
Bro Awang told to Sis Pidah about his funny dream but kinda sad too
And in that moment
We joking and laughing a lot
After that Sis Pidah return to her home


6:55 PM

Bibi's mobile phone ringing all of sudden
She answer it

"Bibi..my son...he got...accident..please come here....''

Quickly we going to the place that my nephew got the accident
When we reach there
We saw his death body
Its broken my heart in that time
The police,few of people and few of car is around that place
The police measure his death body
My sister shouting

"Please...please...bring him to hospital...please..."
She shouting and crying
Bibi to want holding his face
And say
"Along..Along...wake up Along..."
Sis Pidah shouting again with her cry
"Dont touch his face...Bibi..."
Bibi stopped
Then suddenly,my brother in law,Bro Raman carry him quickly
Its make me touched
Since few years ago he become weak and sick
He also cant carry 10kg stuff
But this time he carry his son's body
They never wait the ambulance come
He lend my nephew body to my brother
My brother holding him
And brother in law drive the car quickly to hospital
My brother holding him and shouting
"Allahuakhbar!Allahuakhbar!!"
Then with tears he holding Along's bleeding body
"Along..Along..wake up..please..."


7:30 PM

The doctor and nurse try to save him in emergency ward
Sis Pidah really feel uneasy in that time
Suddenly
She go to the hospital nearby mosque
She take the wudhu and pray

"Oh Allah Almighty,if his promises to You have to be granted now,if You want to take my son now,so in the willing i will take this as the test from You and i redha for everything.I make the milk from my body which i feel him when he was born halal for him,and forgive all his sins,Oh Allah The Almighty.."

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"We are very sorry.We cant save him.He already passed away and meet the God."
Sis Pidah start crying.
Everyone start to crying.
Some of villagers also cant accept the fact too
That Along have leave everyone
My brother and brother in law just standing with blank face
The sound of crying also can be hear by the moon
The fullmoon also crying for Along's death


9:00 PM

Everyone and the relatives busy to helping in my house
Some of them try to make my mum feel calm
My mum cry badly

"Along..Along...your grandpa already leave me...now why u leave me Along..."
Im just standing seeing my mum cry and its make my tears flowing
This is very shocking for me
Everyone cant accept the fact that he already leave us
And yet we waiting his body send to my house


12:00 AM

The gloomy air is playing around in my house
The gloomy,the sadness,the sound of Yassin reading
Everyone who come to my house read Yassin for him
As a pray to Allah Almighty to let him rest in peace with blessing
Im also reading Yassin for him
With tears which never stop
It make me feel touched when all my relatives sleep in my house
And i see his dad sleep beside his body
And his twin sisters also sleep near him
And my cousin who really close to him


6:30 AM

Its a New Year morning
But for me its a gloomy morning
The sad New Year ever
I was done with the dawn time pray
So i look after my nephew death body and my brother in law
I saw my brother in law holding and rub his hand
Then i see his tears flowing
He remember back Along promises to him

"Babah...i want to study hard for the SPM exam..."
"I want to enter the polytehnic college..."
"I want to become police,so i can take care of you and our family..."

My brother in law leave that room with tears
My tears also fall without stop
So i open the blanket which cover his body
Im holding and rub his injured forehead slowly

"Along..i forgive every mistakes you do to me...and i want you to know that i love you so much...although how u leave me put the pain inside me..."

Slowly i kiss his forehead full with love and warm
I used to kiss his forehead when he still a kid
And that my last kiss to him
And yet he is ready to been buried
I just standing



My pray always for you and may your soul rest in peace Along..
Oh Allah Almighty please let him know that i love him so much..
My beloved nephew Along...
I never forget when how you have cherish our life when you are born
Its hurt me that biscuit is the last food you eat before you go..
Really..its pain me...
Al Fatihah for you Along...