Secret Song

Tuesday, 17 May 2011

I Will,Father...

 Im sit on the chair n see everything around me in my room..
Suddenly i feel want 2 check my old box..n without wasting time i open dat old box..
First thing i found is my examination result when im 14 years old..
I remember the moment when im 14 years old,all parents's student in my high school hav 2 take our examination result..
In dat time my father meet my teacher,Madam Mariam..
After they discuss about my exam result n my behavior in class,we still dont go home..
Im suprised when my father bring me 2 KFC restaurant,he know i dont get my breakfast since morning..
Suddenly he said 2 me..
''How u feel now,Adek?''
Im feeling weird with his question...
''I dont feel nothing father.Why also?''
''Naaaa just asking..''
''Father i know u want 2 said dat my mathematics mark is worst,am i rite father?''
He just smile....
''Adek,if i said i dissapointed wit u,since u in primary school u always fail in mathematics so i cant blame u.But im really want u 2 get a good mark in this subject bcoz if u fail 1 subject in PMR exam later u will fail.''
''I know father,im sorry 4 dat''
''Adek,i dont dissapointed wit u.Although u not good in mathematics but i know u really good in other things.U can write a long essay,write a story,u hav many idea,u can drawing n i know u really good 2 solve other people problem.U r crazy if i said dat u r useless daughter.U like 2 talk to much so i guess u hav potential 2 bcome a lawyer.I dont judge u from ur academic only but i know u r girl full wit talent.When u go the staff room 2 find ur friend,while im still discuss with ur teacher,Madam Mariam said dat u hav big imagination n she said she dont want me 2 stop ur imagination.Im proud everything u do.But academic is still very important so try 2 improve ur mathematics subject,do u get wat i mean,Adek?''

''Yes father,i will...''
Im glad dat father dont angry 2 me in dat time..n we continue 2 finish our meal...
Father said again...
''I promise 2 u each time u done with ur big examination,i will bring u 2 eat in restaurant.When u finish ur UPSR exam i hav bring u 2 KFC restaurant,next time i will bring u 2 Pizza Hut ok?N if u can pass in ur mathematics subject,i will giv u sumthing as a present.''
He smile in dat time,n i said ''I will father..''
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Father u make me miss u so much when i see this exam result..
N until i finish my SPM exam,i pass in dat subject do u know dat,father??

I just can give a gloomy smile...
When i remember this...



Shall You Dance With Me?

This is a story of 1 girl..
When this girl feel so sad,she will going to the top of the hill...

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''I dont care!From this moment,u not my girlfriend anymore!''
Without she realized,her tears fall down from her beautiful eyes...
The man she most love in this world hurt her feeling..
Without wasting time,
She run to the top of the hill..
She cry n cry...
''Why u did this to me?Idiot!Do u know how much i love u?But why u play with my feeling?Why?''
Suddenly..
A handsome man suddenly appear in front of her..
She shocked when she see dat man..
''Oh dear,plz dont be afraid 2 me,i hear sum1 crying here so i go check it out.''
She still stare 2 dat man..
''Dont worry im not bad man also,hahahaha...''
Then she wrap her tears..
''Im sorry if im crying until im disturbing u..''
Dat handsome man just smiling..
He sit besides dat girl n see on the night sky..
The night sky full with stars n moonlight..
''If u dont mind can u tell me wat make u cry at here?Sum1 hurt u?''
Then dat girl answer..
''Yes,my boyfriend lie 2 me n play wit my feelings.Then he broke up with me..''
''Oh my god,dat man is really cruel.How dare he hurt a beautiful girl like u?''
''Naaa im not beautiful,but if he dont like me then he should not play wit my feeling..''
Dat man just silent...
Suddenly he stand up...
''My beautiful lady,shall u dance wit me?''
Said dat man while he give his hand 2 dat girl..
''Huh??Dance?''
''Yup,u really look so sad now,so i guess nothing wrong if i try 2 cheer u up,at least i can do sumthing 4 u..''
After a few minutes she silent,she give her hand n they start dancing..
They dancing in the beautiful night..
Moon n stars bcome witness..
Eve dat girl didnt know she dancing wit who now..
But deep in her heart she feel so calm n happy..
After an hour they dancing,they stand up near the tree..
''Oh gosshh i feel more better now,thanks a lot to u..''
''Its my pleasure,i hope u ok now..''
''Im ok now,tomorrow i will solve everything n start my day wit a smile..''
Dat man just silent again,then she stare 2 dat pity girl..
''Hey you..''
''Yup??Wats wrong?''
Suddenly dat man kiss her forehead..
So slowly...
N dat girl suprised...
''Wat..wat u do??''
''We never meet before,but i promise dat i will do anything 2 return ur smile..''
''Wat do u mean?''
''U smiling now but its fake,but u dont realized dat u really hav a sweet n gorgeous smile..n i will never let dat smile gone from ur sweet face..''
Dat girl blushing..
N suddenly her heart beat so fast..
''Its really late now,u shud go home.Ur parents will worry 2 u..''
Dat girl still smiling even she blushing now..
''I will.Tnx a lot.Can i meet u again n dance wit u?''
Dat man just smile..
''Im sure after this u will not dance wit me again..''
''Huh??''
''Naaa..nothing.Go home now.Ok?''
Dat girl quickly go from there..
But in heart she know dat she will meet dat guy again..
N yeah..
She forget 2 ask his name!
''Nevermind,i will meet him again,for surely if i come here..''
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Dat girl busy helping her mother make a breafast for her family..
While her little brother watch tv..
Then,her father come  living room n take the remote control on the table..
''Ohh gosshh father i want watch dat movie!''said the little brother..
''I want watch the news.Movie is not important..''
Father open the news n he shocked when watch the news..
''There is 1 high school man name Matt Edward was killed n his body founded near the small apartmen with 1 victim,a young high school girl.Police believe dat they doing sex while they was killed by murderer.If other people have any information about the victims and the murderer please call to the nearby police station..''

''Oh gossh!Dats terrible!Nowday teenager really lack with moral value!''The father said.
But dat girl..
She know the victims who was killed by dat murderer
Dat victim is a guy who have bcome her boyfriend before n the guy who hav hurt her feeling..
She cant believe 2 this..
Yesterday he broke up with dat guy..
N today he founded dead in embrassing way with other girl..
Suddenly she remember sumthing..
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''We never meet before,but i promise dat i will do anything 2 return ur smile..''
Oh God!It could be the man who she meet last night will kill Matt??
No wonder why he said at he will never meet me again??
Said dat girl in her heart..
She believe dat man who killed her ex-boyfriend..
She make decision 2 go to the top of the hill...
She waiting in 2 hours but she dont meet dat handsome man anymore..
Suddenly when she want 2 go home..
She found a hand-writing on the tree n she read it
''I will do anything just 2 see ur smile again.Look,u so sweet when u smile..smile 2 me please?''
Dat girl crying in front if dat tree..
''U kill Matt just bcoz want 2 see my smile.Now i will smile 4 u,just 4 u..forever..''

                                                    








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