But its still a beautiful night for me...
While im listening to my MP3..
When i press the ''NEXT'' button..
Suddenly,my favourite song ''Reflection'' is played...
Sometimes...
I dont ever know...
Who actually is me...
Then.....
I take this ''black diary''
And start to writing....
I write the lyric on my diary
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Look at me
I will never pass for a perfect bride, or a perfect daughter
Can it be im not ment to play this part
Now i see that if i were truely to be myself
I would break my familys heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me..
Why is my reflection someone i dont know
Some how i can not hide
Who i am, though i've tried
When will my reflection show who i am inside
When will my reflection show who i am inside
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The feeling who never knew our real self...
Its really suffer..
But i know that if i truly be myself..
I will hurt everyone's heart...
I cant hide who i am..
Sometimes i think that i dont have to be real myself...
Because i dont want to hurt anyone more...
I dont know..
What should i said or write now..
Everything make me cant thinking well..
Only thinking who am i...
Should i return to my old self..
Or be the other person to make other people happy??
The only thing i know...
I have kill my old self..
Because im afraid to the past which always haunted me...
When my reflection show..
Who i am inside..??
