Why Is My Reflection Someone I Dont Know??

Tonight was rainy and wind blowing strong..
But its still a beautiful night for me...
While im listening to my MP3..
When i press the ''NEXT'' button..
Suddenly,my favourite song ''Reflection'' is played...
Sometimes...
I dont ever know...
Who actually is me...
Then.....
I take this ''black diary''
And start to writing....
I write the lyric on my diary

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Look at me
I will never pass for a perfect bride, or a perfect daughter
Can it be im not ment to play this part
Now i see that if i were truely to be myself
I would break my familys heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me..
Why is my reflection someone i dont know
Some how i can not hide
Who i am, though i've tried
When will my reflection show who i am inside
When will my reflection show who i am inside 


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The feeling who never knew our real self...
Its really suffer..
But i know that if i truly be myself..
I will hurt everyone's heart...
I cant hide who i am..
Sometimes i think that i dont have to be real myself...
Because i dont want to hurt anyone more...
I dont know..
What should i said or write now..
Everything make me cant thinking well..
Only thinking who am i...
Should i return to my old self..
Or be the other person to make other people happy??
The only thing i know...
I have kill my old self..
Because im afraid to the past which always haunted me...
When my reflection show..
Who i am inside..??

Run To The Secret Garden...

11:05 pm
In this windy night..
I saw the time on my laptop screen..
Tonight is really cold..
Usually cold will make my heart feel so calm...
But tonight it never help me to vanish away my feeling..
My tears cant ever fall down..
I just saw the black diary on my bed...
But i never feel want to write it...
So i just sit alone..
Watching the stars that never come up..
But i hope that i want to lay on the snow field...
Its hurting me a lot...
But its ok..
I try to pretend nothing happend..
I know this day will come..
I try to smile..
But in the end its make my heart bcome more bleeding...
Its ok..
I will continue run to the secret garden that i try to reach..
After everything is done..
I will run to the secret garden..
When i reach to that place..
I want to sleep forever..
Without everyone try to reach it...
Sleep with a pain that cant i cant vanish away...
I still believe that if i look the right way...
I will find out that the whole world is a garden...

Wow!!Father,You Are Great Singer!!!

In this evening..
I was watching tv alone..
Ohh gosshh im so bored..
No interesting movie that i can watch..
Suddenly when im open AXN channel..
I saw a movie with the background song dat i love n miss so much...
The song title ''You My Everything'' by Santa Esmeralda...
Then..
My memory appear again...

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When im 10 years old..
Im watching cartoon in tv..
Then suddenly father come and sit besides me...
I know after the cartoon he want to watch news..
''Adek,after u watching cartoon give the remote control to me ok..i want to watch news..''
''Yes i know father,the cartoon is almost done..''
After the cartoon done,i give the remote control to him..
But im still sit besides him bcoz im lazy 2 go anywhere...
Suddenly...
The video clip song was played on tv before the news start..
Yes..that song..''You My Everything.''
Firstly im not too interested listening that song...but suddenly im surprised..
Father singing in front of tv with that song played on tv!
''U my everything....''
''The sun dat shines above u..makes the blue bird sing..''
''The stars dat twinkle way up..in the sky..''
''Tell me im...in love...''
Only dat he sing..
Then he said...
''Ahaha only dat i remember...''
''Woww i guess u cant sing better..''
Father said
''Only u dont know...''
Then he laughing....
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Father...
U really like 2 laugh even ur heart feel sad sumtimes..
U my everything in my life father...

You're My Everything


Na na na na ...
You're my everything
The sun that shines above you makes the blue bird sing
The stars that twinkle way up in the sky

Tell me I'm in love, when I kiss your lips
I feel the rolling thunder to my finger tips
And all the while my head in a spin
Deep with in I'm in love

You're my everything and nothing
Really matters but the love you bring
You're my everything
To see you in the morning with those big brown eyes
You're my everything
Forever and the day
I need you close to me
You're my everything
You never have to worry never fear
For I am near

You're my everything
I live upon the land and see the sky above

I'll swim within oceans sweet and warm
There's no storm my love

You're my everything and nothing
Really matters but the love you bring
You're my everything
To see you in the morning with those big brown eyes
You're my everything
Forever and the day
I need you close to me
You're my everything
You never have to worry never fear
For I am near

when I hold you tight
there's nothing that can harm you in the lonely night
I'll come to you and keep you safe and warm
Yes, so strong my love

when I kiss your lips
I feel the rolling thunder to my finger tips
And all the while my head in a spin
Deep with in I'm in love

Story About A Loner Guy & Magician Girl

On dat day...
Its was raining..
Sky become dark..
And strong wind blowing..
But suddenly..
A guy walking without using an umbrella..
He walking under the rain..
Without stop..
Then he stop somewhere near the street...
He close his eyes...
He let his body wet by the rain...
He want to said everything in his heart..
But he cant..
And he dont know why he cant said it...
Suddenly,he dont feel rain fall on his body again..
He see at the up..
Someone protect him with a black umbrella..
When he turn his head on back..
He saw a girl wearing a top hat...
She wear like a modern magician...
''Hey u,mister..if u try to get fever i think this is a great way..because rain will not hurt ur body..''
He just silent seeing that girl...
''Why u protect me from rain by using ur umbrella?You dont know me and i dont know u..''
''Arrgh come on,mister..not knowing each other doesnt mean i can let you hit by rain here..im a human being also..so its human's duty to other human..''
He silent again...
He really feel weird with the magician girl in front of him now...
Then,that magician girl smiling and also give him a wink...
''Hey..dont make face like that dude..i know u crying now..u walking under the rain because nobody will see ur tears rite?But i still can see it from here..U cant lie to my eyes...
Dat guy still keep silent..
Then quickly he hug that magician girl..
That magician girl shocked with his act..
''Mis..mister??Whats wrong?''
''Please just let me stay like this,i want to cry..''
So..
That magician girl just let he hug her body...
Then dat magician girl said
''I dont know what make u sad mister,but just remember dat life is good.One day u will achieved ur happiness too..so dont worry ok..''
Both of them still hug each other under the rain...

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After that..
The loner guy and that magician girl always be happy together..
When she feel so sad..
He will wrap her tears..
When she feel so down..
He will help her to stand up and stay besides her..
When she cant sleep in night..
He will sit besides her and make she sleep..
When she do something wrong..
He will angry to her and advice her..
And same with that magician girl too..
She will hug that loner guy when he feel so upset..
She will sing to him if he cant sleep in night..
And  take care everything about him..
And also,the magician girl fall in love with that loner guy..
Even that loner guy never reply her feeling,but he still care to that magician girl..
Because that magician girl always stay besides him..
They care to each other..
Although there is no official relationship between them..
But that magician girl still satisfied..
Even she know that she will never get his heart..
She realized that...

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One day..
When the magician girl want to change her clothes..
That loner guy see many scars on her body..
He shocked so quickly he come to that magician girl and ask..
''What is this??Tell me who did this to u!!''
That magician girl just smiling..
''Hey!I dont ask u to smile!Im asking u who left all this scar on ur body!!Why u never told this to me?!!U know dat everything about u is important to me!''
Then she answered..
''This is a scars that i take from other people i meet..after i take this scars,they live happily.I dont have reason to be happy anymore in this world,so i think its more better that i take the scar of sadness from other people who more need reason to be happy in their life.So im willing to take this scar,include your scars too..''
The loner guy shocked with her answer...
''Why u did this??''
''Magician's duty is to make other people happy with their own techniques.And the second reason i did this because i love u so much..but i know this will never be lasting forever..when u get the real happiness i will go like a wind,like how i come to ur life like a wind too..''
The loner guy said again
''No!I will not forgive u if u leave me!''
''U will not stay forever with me because u have ur own life path too..''
The loner guy just silent...
The magician girl said again...
''Mind always tell u the right things but heart will lead u to the right path..so u will know what u must do in ur life,im here just want to make u happy..dats all..so u dont have to worry..when the time u get ur real happiness come,i will go to my ''last journey'' and i will never come back after that..But i hope that our story will end with happy ending before i sacrifice everything for this world''
And he see a tears from that magician girl's eyes...
That guy is such a speechless..
To see the girl in front of him sacrifice everything include her heart...
Which it alredy die a long time ago...
Because lost many people she love..
He such a speechless..so speechless...

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Father,Strawberry Again..Please..Please...

After im done with my KOLOKIUM discussion with my friends from school...
I go home quickly..
When i reach to my home...
I saw a small box strawberries on the table..
Mum said it is for me..
I just become silent...
I took that box and went to my room...
My eyes still looking on that box full with strawberries..
Its been a long time...
I didnt eat this fruit..
Which it is my most favourite food...
So i decide to take my black diary...
Start to writing...
And i remind back...
My memory with strawberry dat i love so much...

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When my parents bring us to Kundasang..
Sometimes i will feel not very well...
Sometimes i will feel want to vomit...
And i will feel dizzy...
One day...
My father drive to strawberry farm at Kundasang..
My other family member and my mother will enjoy going anywhere...
But i feel not very well and all times i feel dizzy...
So i decide to stay in car with my father..
Then suddenly father asking me..
''Whats wrong with you,Adek??You feel dizzy??"'
''Yes father..''
A weak answer from me...
''This is really weird..i bring you to many places more far than this but u will never be like this..''
''I dont know father..i feel very weak now...''
I look that seems father thinking about something..
And then he said..
''Wait here,i want to go somewhere..''
I wonder where he go..
After a few minutes...
He come and bring a small box of strawberry...
''Eat this,it might be help you feel not dizzy anymore..''
I follow his order and eat little bit of the strawberry..
After a few minute...
I feel much better...
Wow..
Father really great...
I dont feel want to vomit and dizzy again after eat the strawberry..
Oh My God this is awesome..
''Father,this is very delicious and also can become my medicine..strawberry again..please father..please..please...''
''Ohh you cant eat it always..or your body will become like strawberry too.do you want that??Hehehee..''
Oh man father can laugh because of that...
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Father...
When you gone and leave me..
I didnt ever eat strawberry almost 5 years..
Why when you not here anymore...
Everything i like to eat,to do and more...
I almost forget everything that related between out memories...
My tears fall down..
On my strawberry...
Just rite now...

My Beauty Nocturne Is Gone Now..

I open my MP3 player...
When i press the ''NEXT'' button...
The ''Nocturne'' song played...
Im not sure what exactly my feeling when im listening to this...
Only 1 person in my mind now...

Sandra....

Tonight..
You appear again in my mind...
And i wish i want to tell everyone in this world..
About a nice and strong girl like you..

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''Sandra!!Sandra!!''
I keep calling Sandra from outside her house..
Then,she open her window...
''Pika..!!Why you make a face like an idiot at there?Just come in.You dont have to standing at there with your silly face..''
''What?You said my face like an idiot?Hey idiot princess,i call u many times but why you dont answer my call??''
''Hehehe sorry,Pika.I was in toilet when you calling me.Come in now i have something i want to tell you.''
Thank God that Sandra's parents is not at home now so its more easier for us to do some noise..
I go sit on her bed..
Then i said to her..
''What do u want to tell me Sandra??Sound that u really in rush..''
''Hahahaha i guess u in my trap now..oh my u really panic with my voice??''
''For sure u make me panic idiot!!''
I throw her pink pillow to her and then i laugh..she laugh too..
With her sweet smile..
''Crazy girl!Hahahaha...ok Pika i will be serious now dont hit me again..hehehe..''
''Well.wat excatly u want to tell me??''
''Nothing special actually..i just want to play violin for u..''
''What the....u call me with panic sound n then when i come here u just want to play violin for me??''
''Hahahaha dont be mad Pika..i have heard one song when i open you tube last night.Do u have heard Song from Secret Garden,Nocturne??''
''Nope,i just know about A Song From A Secret Garden..''
''Well then u must hear this,but before that we should go to the beach first..your aunty know that u going here in this night?''
''Yes she know but she ask me to be careful..''
''Ok then come,i play violin in the beach now..''
she holding my hand and both of us going to the Melinsung beach

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After 20 minutes walking,we see that no many people at the beach n i wonder why..
I saw beautiful moon on the night sky too..
Its really relaxing..
Then we sit on the long chair together..
After that,she took her violin and start to play the Nocturne song..
Its really a beautiful melody..
Sandra really know me very well that i like to listen to violin song..
When i listen to that music..
I feel that night is the most beautiful night ever..
Piece of beautiful night..
After 3 minutes she play the violin..
She stop..
Then she ask me..
''How is it Pika?''
''U really good like always,Sandra..i really enjoy with that..''
Sandra smiling..
''Pika,u have said to me before that secret garden is also like a secret place dat we have to explore..but for me nocturne is also like a beautiful heart with beautiful secret also like a beautiful mystery night..sumtimes a beauty heart doesnt need to be explore because only certain people can see that real beauty..but thats only my opinion..hehehe..''
Im smiling to see Sandra,she smiling while she play with her long hair..
I guess she right..
Secret Garden and Nocturne also related with sum1 heart with our own definition..
But for me..
Sandra..
You are the most beauty nocturne which have been created by God..
Seriously..
Its almost 4 years u leave me..
Even i already forget your full name..
I forget your real nation..
But i will never forget your sweet smile,your pretty face..
Even i dont have any of your picture anymore..
But you always in my heart forever..
Frozen with all my feeling inside it..
You also like a beautiful mystery night..
Mystery,beautiful and can make people calm with your shining smile..
But now u not here anymore..
To make me calm with ur sweet smile...
Never...

NOCTURNE,SANDRA FAVOURITE SONG..SONG THAT DESCRIBE YOUR REFLECTION...

May your soul rest in peace babe...

Adek...What The Answer Of 1x8??

In the beautiful evening..
Me,my mum,my aunt and my brother sit in front of TV...
Suddenly my brother talk about my father who like to ask multiplication table..
As district officer..
When he want to sign application of scholarship for student...
He will ask the applicant which majority of them are kids and teenager..
Before he sign the application of scholarship paper..
He will ask about multiplication table..
''What the answer of 2x4??''
''What the answer of 5x6??''
And so on...
He will make the other applicant rush to remind multiplication table..
Hahahaha...
Not only them father ask about multiplication table..
Same with me,my sisters and my brother...
But i remember something when i read multiplication table of 8...
I have a sweet memory with it..
I open my black diary..
And start to writing..
My memory in 2002,im 8 years old in that time...

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In night..
After im done doing my English homework in front of my father..
Im doing my homework on the living room table..
And father watching news on tv..
I still remember only both of us in the house in that time..
Because my mum and my sister going to shop..
Suddenly my father said..
''Adek..''
''Yes,father?''
''I will ask you about multiplication table of 8 tomorrow..so be ready ok?''
''Ok father''
Then i saw my mum come home from the shop and she bring me some snack..

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In early morning..
Me and my sister ready to going to school..
After breakfast..
Suddenly i remember that my father ask me to remember multiplication table of 8...
Oh My God..!!!
How i can forget about that..??!!
If i dont remember that multiplication table of 8 he will not give me money!!
Ding!
Suddenly i got a brilliant idea..
Then i said to my sister..
''Bibi!You can sit the front chair of car today!''
''Ok..!!''said Bibi to me...
I go to my room first..
And then i write multiplication table of 8 on my feet...
Then when i go in to the car...
Father is already waiting for us at there..
I sit on the back chair..
Then he said..
''Do you remember what i ask you to do??''
''Oh yes,of course..''
''Then,read it..i want to hear it now..''
So i open my shoes and my sock..
I read what i write on my feet..
''1x8=8,2x8=16,3x8=24.........'' and so on..
Then my father said..
''Bravo..u do it well..here your money''
Father give me RM2.00...
When my sister go to the car..
I rush wear my sock and my shoes...
Then father send us to school after that...

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Until now..
My father dont even know about that..
But if he know about this..
Im sure in that time he will angry...
Heheheheehehhe....
Father...
You are the best always...
I love you so much....

Pushing Me Away...

I come online..
Its already a few day..
That person didnt come talk with me..
Everyday when i open my laptop...
I hope that i can talk with that person...
I know that person is really busy...
But for me its nothing wrong if just leave a message and said hi only...
Am i to sensitive or im not an understanding person?
I dont know...
But everything is become different now..
I can feel that...
So i take my pen...
And start to write on my black diary...
How i feel....
Now...


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Pushing Me Away..


I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you

Pre chorus:
(Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end, you'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you

We’re all out of time, this is how we find how it all unwinds
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
We’re all out of time, this is how we find how it all unwinds
The sacrifice is never knowing


Pushes me away…



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I dont have much time left now..
I want to appriciate and spend all my time before im going
to decide about the most important decision that i should do..
Im afraid that everything its to late..
If u feel that u dont need me anymore...
Just tell me,pushes me away...
And i will go from your life...
And i try to heal myself after that..
I swear i dont have much time left now...
Before i go away to do what should i decide which is important
in my life....
Its ok...
Juts pushes me away...
If you feel that i dont needed anymore...

A Piece Of My Childhood Past...

Im so tired to faced my Pengajian Am 2 book...
I decide to come online..
And then i saw the picture of my friend..
Include my five childhood friend and also like my own sibling too..
I take my black diary..
I open it..
And start to writing...

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When clock show 3 pm...
I will be ready to going ''neighbour'' house..but before that i will bring my cousin,Cila first from her house..
And then when both of us going to that ''neighbour'' house..
Awang,Nurul,Izzat and Dibah...these siblings will sit at their living room at there house..
They always watching movie or cartoon in that time...
And their parents still not back home yet..
After that..
Hadey will come...
Then..
We will going down to the under their house and start to playing..
I dont remember to much..
What ever we have play..
But many game that we have try and play..
Ecspecialy ''Hantu Garisan''
Sometimes we will spend our evening playing badminton..
Sometimes we will enjoy talking and joking..
And sometimes we will sit on the mango tree..
When the villager doing marriage ceremony at their house..
We will do work and sit together..
Enjoy our chit chat..
When the time i feel happy and sad..
They always with me..
I thank to Allah to give me a best childhood friend..
And they a people who really understanding all about me..
Lucky to have them..

Awang...
This is our eldest brother..
I cant deny sometimes he also like our big brother..
Sometimes he make us,ecspecialy her young sister angry..
But he always have many idea..
And also our 'mind master' too..
He always protect us from anything..
And also a good advisor too...
Even sometimes he use a cruel word but we know everything he said is true..
As the eldest...
He will make sure we will get the best....^^

                                                                                            

Cila...

The sweet girl...

The most close cousin to me..

We have same eye brow...(Lol...)

Sensitive but understanding girl..

She also funny and also our mind always ''connected'' in any topic we talk..

Also like our big sister to us even she always bullied by us...~~peace~~

She know what always in my mind and know whenever im angry,sad or happy..

And i cant lie to her about everything...

(I wonder if she have sixth sense..:p)

Nurul...

My gorgeous childhood friend...

She more like my little sister than an elder sister...

She really nice..like all my other childhood friend too..

Sumtimes she look like a kid...

But she also an understanding friend like Cila too..

Intelligent but also have negative thinking(but it will become neutral again...:P)

Good in cooking,doing housework..

And mature too..

But be careful she have ''killer eye''....=.=''

Izzat...

He is a Awang and Nurul little brother...

Also like our own little brother too...

He become silent in school..

But he also funny when he in his house,ecspecialy when he with us..

He really good with high technology gadget..

Until he can make an old radio can be on again...

Huhuhuhuhu...brilliant man..^^

He always respect the eldest..

Even sometimes he make his sister angry..

But like his eldest brother..he take care of us..

Hadey...

A guy with Chinese look...

Also Izzat's bestfriend...

He little bit funny too and like to laugh..

He always make me angry until sometimes i feel want to hit his head...

But no matter what ever i do on him...

He still respect to me and the others...

He is good in his academic..

And also nice and caring to the others...

He is the person that i always hit his back...

And the last...

Dibah...

Our younger little princess..

She like to cry...

But when she around me...

I will feel how to having a younger sister...

And also respect to all of us..

She like to play games and hug anyone who sleep near her...include me...:p

Im glad that i having a childhood friend like all of you..

Im also grateful with that...

Now we have our own path to follow..

But i hope our friendship will lasting forever..

And our relationship as a sibling will never end...

Te queiro...

I Will,Father...

 Im sit on the chair n see everything around me in my room..

Suddenly i feel want 2 check my old box..n without wasting time i open dat old box..

First thing i found is my examination result when im 14 years old..

I remember the moment when im 14 years old,all parents's student in my high school hav 2 take our examination result..

In dat time my father meet my teacher,Madam Mariam..

After they discuss about my exam result n my behavior in class,we still dont go home..

Im suprised when my father bring me 2 KFC restaurant,he know i dont get my breakfast since morning..

Suddenly he said 2 me..

''How u feel now,Adek?''

Im feeling weird with his question...

''I dont feel nothing father.Why also?''

''Naaaa just asking..''

''Father i know u want 2 said dat my mathematics mark is worst,am i rite father?''

He just smile....

''Adek,if i said i dissapointed wit u,since u in primary school u always fail in mathematics so i cant blame u.But im really want u 2 get a good mark in this subject bcoz if u fail 1 subject in PMR exam later u will fail.''

''I know father,im sorry 4 dat''

''Adek,i dont dissapointed wit u.Although u not good in mathematics but i know u really good in other things.U can write a long essay,write a story,u hav many idea,u can drawing n i know u really good 2 solve other people problem.U r crazy if i said dat u r useless daughter.U like 2 talk to much so i guess u hav potential 2 bcome a lawyer.I dont judge u from ur academic only but i know u r girl full wit talent.When u go the staff room 2 find ur friend,while im still discuss with ur teacher,Madam Mariam said dat u hav big imagination n she said she dont want me 2 stop ur imagination.Im proud everything u do.But academic is still very important so try 2 improve ur mathematics subject,do u get wat i mean,Adek?''

''Yes father,i will...''

Im glad dat father dont angry 2 me in dat time..n we continue 2 finish our meal...

Father said again...

''I promise 2 u each time u done with ur big examination,i will bring u 2 eat in restaurant.When u finish ur UPSR exam i hav bring u 2 KFC restaurant,next time i will bring u 2 Pizza Hut ok?N if u can pass in ur mathematics subject,i will giv u sumthing as a present.''

He smile in dat time,n i said ''I will father..''

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Father u make me miss u so much when i see this exam result..

N until i finish my SPM exam,i pass in dat subject do u know dat,father??

I just can give a gloomy smile...

When i remember this...

Shall You Dance With Me?

This is a story of 1 girl..

When this girl feel so sad,she will going to the top of the hill...

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''I dont care!From this moment,u not my girlfriend anymore!''

Without she realized,her tears fall down from her beautiful eyes...

The man she most love in this world hurt her feeling..

Without wasting time,

She run to the top of the hill..

She cry n cry...

''Why u did this to me?Idiot!Do u know how much i love u?But why u play with my feeling?Why?''

Suddenly..

A handsome man suddenly appear in front of her..

She shocked when she see dat man..

''Oh dear,plz dont be afraid 2 me,i hear sum1 crying here so i go check it out.''

She still stare 2 dat man..

''Dont worry im not bad man also,hahahaha...''

Then she wrap her tears..

''Im sorry if im crying until im disturbing u..''

Dat handsome man just smiling..

He sit besides dat girl n see on the night sky..

The night sky full with stars n moonlight..

''If u dont mind can u tell me wat make u cry at here?Sum1 hurt u?''

Then dat girl answer..

''Yes,my boyfriend lie 2 me n play wit my feelings.Then he broke up with me..''

''Oh my god,dat man is really cruel.How dare he hurt a beautiful girl like u?''

''Naaa im not beautiful,but if he dont like me then he should not play wit my feeling..''

Dat man just silent...

Suddenly he stand up...

''My beautiful lady,shall u dance wit me?''

Said dat man while he give his hand 2 dat girl..

''Huh??Dance?''

''Yup,u really look so sad now,so i guess nothing wrong if i try 2 cheer u up,at least i can do sumthing 4 u..''

After a few minutes she silent,she give her hand n they start dancing..

They dancing in the beautiful night..

Moon n stars bcome witness..

Eve dat girl didnt know she dancing wit who now..

But deep in her heart she feel so calm n happy..

After an hour they dancing,they stand up near the tree..

''Oh gosshh i feel more better now,thanks a lot to u..''

''Its my pleasure,i hope u ok now..''

''Im ok now,tomorrow i will solve everything n start my day wit a smile..''

Dat man just silent again,then she stare 2 dat pity girl..

''Hey you..''

''Yup??Wats wrong?''

Suddenly dat man kiss her forehead..

So slowly...

N dat girl suprised...

''Wat..wat u do??''

''We never meet before,but i promise dat i will do anything 2 return ur smile..''

''Wat do u mean?''

''U smiling now but its fake,but u dont realized dat u really hav a sweet n gorgeous smile..n i will never let dat smile gone from ur sweet face..''

Dat girl blushing..

N suddenly her heart beat so fast..

''Its really late now,u shud go home.Ur parents will worry 2 u..''

Dat girl still smiling even she blushing now..

''I will.Tnx a lot.Can i meet u again n dance wit u?''

Dat man just smile..

''Im sure after this u will not dance wit me again..''

''Huh??''

''Naaa..nothing.Go home now.Ok?''

Dat girl quickly go from there..

But in heart she know dat she will meet dat guy again..

N yeah..

She forget 2 ask his name!

''Nevermind,i will meet him again,for surely if i come here..''

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Dat girl busy helping her mother make a breafast for her family..

While her little brother watch tv..

Then,her father come  living room n take the remote control on the table..

''Ohh gosshh father i want watch dat movie!''said the little brother..

''I want watch the news.Movie is not important..''

Father open the news n he shocked when watch the news..

''There is 1 high school man name Matt Edward was killed n his body founded near the small apartmen with 1 victim,a young high school girl.Police believe dat they doing sex while they was killed by murderer.If other people have any information about the victims and the murderer please call to the nearby police station..''

''Oh gossh!Dats terrible!Nowday teenager really lack with moral value!''The father said.

But dat girl..

She know the victims who was killed by dat murderer

Dat victim is a guy who have bcome her boyfriend before n the guy who hav hurt her feeling..

She cant believe 2 this..

Yesterday he broke up with dat guy..

N today he founded dead in embrassing way with other girl..

Suddenly she remember sumthing..

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''We never meet before,but i promise dat i will do anything 2 return ur smile..''

Oh God!It could be the man who she meet last night will kill Matt??

No wonder why he said at he will never meet me again??

Said dat girl in her heart..

She believe dat man who killed her ex-boyfriend..

She make decision 2 go to the top of the hill...

She waiting in 2 hours but she dont meet dat handsome man anymore..

Suddenly when she want 2 go home..

She found a hand-writing on the tree n she read it

''I will do anything just 2 see ur smile again.Look,u so sweet when u smile..smile 2 me please?''

Dat girl crying in front if dat tree..

''U kill Matt just bcoz want 2 see my smile.Now i will smile 4 u,just 4 u..forever..''

                                                    

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