11:05 pm
In this windy night..
I saw the time on my laptop screen..
Tonight is really cold..
Usually cold will make my heart feel so calm...
But tonight it never help me to vanish away my feeling..
My tears cant ever fall down..
I just saw the black diary on my bed...
But i never feel want to write it...
So i just sit alone..
Watching the stars that never come up..
But i hope that i want to lay on the snow field...
Its hurting me a lot...
But its ok..
I try to pretend nothing happend..
I know this day will come..
I try to smile..
But in the end its make my heart bcome more bleeding...
Its ok..
I will continue run to the secret garden that i try to reach..
After everything is done..
I will run to the secret garden..
When i reach to that place..
I want to sleep forever..
Without everyone try to reach it...
Sleep with a pain that cant i cant vanish away...
I still believe that if i look the right way...
I will find out that the whole world is a garden...

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